HI DAD ITS DANIEL YOUR SON 'HAPPY ANNIVERSARY' I AM REALLY MISSING YOU. I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU ONE DAY. 
ALL THE HAPPINESS YOU LEFT STILL REMAINS. I ENJOYED THE FEW YEARS WE HAD TOGETHER IN THIS WORLD . THEY WERE THE BEST YEARS IN MY LIFE , THANK YOU DADDY
I CAN'T WAIT TO BE IN YOUR LOVING ARMS AGAIN .I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU DAD

I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE I MISS YOU WITH EVERY HEART BEAT, I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU.
TODAY THERE'S SO MANY MEMORIES OF THIS DAY.  ALL THE BEAUTIFUL PHOTOS ARE FROM YOUR WEDDING, I THANK GOD FOR THOSE PHOTOS.
BECAUSE EVERY TIME A PHOTO WAS TAKEN OF YOU FOR SOME REASON YOU NEVER LOOKED AT THE CAMERA ,YOU TURNED YOUR FACE AWAY.
I WANDER WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE DONE TODAY IF YOU WERE HERE , I CAN ONLY IMAGINE YOU AND YOUR SISTER IN LAW CELEBRATING THIS SPECIAL DAY TOGETHER.
SHAWN IF THERE WAS A WAY FOR ME TO SEE YOU HOLD AND KISS YOU I WOULD DO IT IN A HEARTBEAT.
MY HEART ACHE TO FEEL YOUR SOFT HANDS , SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILE . LAUGH WITH YOU . I REMEMBER THE TIMES WE LAUGHED SO LOUD AND THE I WOULD TELL YOU I AM FEELING DIZZY AND THAT WOULD MAKE YOU LAUGH MORE .
O GOD I MISS MY SON SO MUCH . THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A SON LIKE SHAWN .AND SHAWN THANK YOU THE 24 YEARS 8 MONTHS AND 8 DAYS WE SHARED AS A FAMILY ON THIS EARTH.
GODS PLANS WE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ALTHOUGH PARTING IS SO DIFFICULT, YET HE KNITTED US TOGETHER IN SUCH A WAY THAT THE BOND REMAINS REGARDLESS OF TIME OR DISTANCE
ONE GLAD DAY WE WILL FIND THE PATH THAT SHAWN TOOK, AND IT WILL LEAD US STRAIGHT INTO OUR LOVED ONE'S ARMS
THAT DAY WILL BE A JOY FULL ETERNITY SPENT IN THE COMPANY OF OUR PRECIOUS LOVED ONES.
MY BABY IT IS ONLY GOODNIGHT UNTIL THAT GLAD MORNING
TILL WE MEET AGAIN THIS IS HOW I WILL WISH YOU  HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
 

MY ANGEL I  WISH YOU WERE HERE , 6 YEARS BACK WE WERE SO BUSY PREPARING FOR YOUR BIG DAY YOUR WEDDING DATE 23-10-2004. MY GOD HOW TIMES FLIES . IF I COULD TURN BACK THE CLOCK JUST TO HAVE YOU BACK IN MY ARMS I WOULD DO IT IN A SECOND.

I LOVE YOU MY BABY .I LOVE YOU , LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ,I LOVE YOU . MY HEART HAS NEVER MENDED I HAVE NEVER EVER STOPPED CRYING CAUSE I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH . I WISH THIS WAS A BAD BAD DREAM AND I COULD JUST GET UP FROM IT

SHAWN MY HEART ACHES FOR MY SON . I NEVER THOUGHT THAT NIGHT WE SPOKE I WOULD NOT SEE YOU AGAIN. I WOULD NEVER HAVE LET YOU GO.

MY SON I TRY SO HARD TO HIDE MY TEARS FROM YOUR DAD AND UR SIBLINGS I DON'T WANT THEM TO SEE ME CRY . EVERY NIGHT AS I PASS YOUR ROOM I IMAGINE SEEING YOU THE WAY I SAW YOU FOR THE LAST TIME

AND I HATE THE THOUGHT THAT I WON'T SEE YOU IN THIS LIFETIME EVER AGAIN.

YOUR CLOTHES ARE STILL THE WAY YOU LEFT THEM, THEY ARE IN PERFECT CONDITION I CANNOT TAKE THEM OUT OF YOUR ROOM . I SPRAY THEM WITH YOUR FAVOURITE DEODRANT ALL THE TIME, JUST TO GET YOUR SMELL.

OH HOW I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE ,MY FIRSTBORN CHILD WENT AWAY TOO SOON AND HE LEFT A VACANT SPOT IN MY HEART.

SHAWN I LOVE YOU MY CHILD EVERY DAY I WANDER HOW HANDSOME YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN ,

EVERYDAY I IMAGINE YOU AND YOUR BROTHER WORKING TOGETHER ,PLAYING WITH YOUR MODEL CARS,PLAYING SOCCER AND CRICKET GOING FISHING AND THE BEST WAS WATCHING MY BOYS IN THE CHURCH BAND PLAYING INSTUMENTS AND WORSHIPING GOD .

AND THOSE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES WE MADE WILL ALWAYS REMIND US OF OUR FAMILY LOVE ,

YOU HAVE LEFT A BAUTIFUL LEGACY FOR US

I LOVE YOU I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE THE FACE OF MY ANGEL

 

THINKING OF YOU WITH BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES THIS EASTER TIME. I LOVE YOU AND OUR BABY WHOM I HAVE NOT SEEN HERE BUT WILL SEE ONE DAY IN HEAVEN

HAPPY EASTER TO OUR ANGELS

MY DEAREST SON HOW MUCH I MISS YOU ONLY GOD KNOWS, THE PAIN WILL NEVER EVER EASE .SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE ON A HOLIDAY AND VERY SOON YOU WILL BE COMING HOME. I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT SO BADLY,3 RD JULY 2010 WILL BE FIVE YEARS SINCE YOU GRADUATED INTO HIGHER SERVICE WITH JESUS, DIFFICULT TO PUT THE WORD DEATH TO YOUR NAME ,IT DOES NOT FIT TO YOUR NAME, I COUNT THE DAYS, I LOOK AT THE HOUR, AND ALL I WISH THAT TIME WILL FLY BY SO FAST AND THE LORD WILL COME QUICKER THAN EVER. SO WE CAN BE TOGETHER AGAIN. MOST OF THEM HAVE MOVED ON IN LIFE, I LOOK AT SOME PEOPLE AND WANDER HOW COME IT LOOKS AS IF YOU NEVER WERE A PART OF THEIR LIVES. I THOUGHT THAT YOUR GONE AWAY WOULD TEACH PEOPLE TO LOVE AND TO RESPECT OTHERS MORE THAT EVER, BUT SOME MEMBERS STILL HAVE THEIR WAY OF HURTING OTHERS PEOPLE THAT'S A SAD PART THERE IS NO LOVE AND RESPECT, ALL PEOPLE WANT IS TO BE THE BOSS WITH PRIDE AND THAT WHATEVER THEY SAY GOES, IT IS NOT A MATTER OF RESPECTING THE ELDER PERSON IT'S, ABOUT PRIDE AND ANGER .THERE IS NO CIRCLE OF RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE, SHAWN YOU TAUGHT ME THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE VALUES THAT I HAVE KEPT IN MY HEART ,BEING MY SON YOU WERE ALSO MY TEACHER, LOVE AND RESPECT FOR THE ELDERS WERE YOUR PRIORITY, SOMETHING THAT MANY PEOPLE DON'T  HAVE.  HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE.....PLEASE VISIT ME IN MY DREAM SPEAK TO ME I WANT TO SEE YOUR HANDSOME FACE AGAIN                                          

REMEMBERING OUR PRECIOUS ANGELS AT CHRISTMAS TIME. WE MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH . ONCE UPON A TIME MY I ENJOYED DECORATING THE HOUSE FOR CHRISTMAS .TODAY I HAVE A SPECIAL TABLE FOR MY ANGELS .
WHITE ANGELS  HOLDING CANDLES I MADE THEM MYSELF. SOMETHING I STARTED DOING AFTER LOSING MY ANGEL,  ITS MADE WITH DEEP COMPASSION AND, LOVE.

MERRY CHRISTMAS SHAWN I LOVE YOU .  SOON WE WILL SPEND CHRISTMAS TOGETHER
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU
LOVE FOREVER
MOM

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY DARING SON .TODAY 7YOU WOUD HAVE CELBRATED YOUR FIFTH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY .BUT INSTEAD GOD WANTED YOU WITH HIM .THERES LOTS OF HUGS LOVE AND KISSES COMING TO YOU FROM ALL YOUR FAMILIES.WE LOVE AND MISS YOU BABES

MY DARLING SON I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH ,THAT EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT.THE CONNECTION BETWEEN US IS A POWERFUL ONE IT TAKES ME BY SURPRISE BECAUSE EACH TIME I THINK OF YOU I FEEL THAT YOU ARE SO CLOSE TO ME, I GUESS THERE IS A DOTTED LINE CONNECTING ME TO MY PRECIOUS SON.

THIS RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN A MOTHER AND SON IS THE STRONGEST BOND UPON THIS EARTH.

HOW I MISS CHATTING WITH MY SON THOSE QUIET  MOMENTS I  SHARED WITH SHAWN WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN .IM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE TIME WE SPENT SHARING WITH EACH OTHER THOSE ARE PRECIOUS MOMENTS WHICH I WILL TREASURE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

THE FEELING OF HOLDING MY SONS HAND AND PRAYING FOR HIM I MISS ,HIS HANDS WERE SO SOFT I ALWAYS SAID TO SHAWN HIS HANDS WERE LIKE THE HANDS OF A BABY .

I ALWAYS SAID TO SHAWN I COULD COUNT ON HIM TO TAKE CARE OF HIS FAMILY ,SHOULD ANYTHING HAPPEN TO MIKE AND I .I KNEW I COULD TRUST MY SON BECAUSE HE WAS A FINE YOUNG LAD WHO HAD MUCH RESPONSIBLITY.AND ALL HE WOULD DO IS SMILE BACK AT ME ,GOD I WISH I COULD SEE THAT HANDSOME SMILE AGAIN.

THOSE WALKS AND TALKS WE SHARED WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN THEY WILL BE CHERISHED FOREVER.

SHAWN MY SON I SAW THE WORLD THROUGH YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES. SHAWN YOU HAVE GIVEN ME 24 YEARS OF PURE LOVE,TENDERNESS,LOYALTY AND DEVOTION AND WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE I COULD HAVE ONLY ACHIEVED  A QUATER OF WHAT I HAVE ACHIEVED IN THE TERMS OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS,YOU WERE A SON OF STRENGHT AND CHARACTER I HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH FROM YOU THINGS I WILL PRACTICE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

YOU WERE THE GREATEST FIRSTBORN I OWE MY LIFE TO YOU.MY PRECIOUS SON I LOVE YOU SOMEONE ONCE SAID THAT SONS ARE THE ANCHORS OF A MOTHERS LIFE I KNOW THATS TRUE .

MY LOVE YOU WILL BE FOREVER MISSED TRESURED AND LOVED BY ALL OF US

YOUR BROTHERS WEDDING BROUGHT BACK SO MANY MEMORIES FOR US IT WAS ANOTHER FAIRYTALE WEDDING .I CRIED SO MUCH AS DARYL WALKED INTO THE RECEPTION .I REMEMBERED  THE WAY YOU CAME IN AND SURPRISED EVERYONE WHEN YOU WORE YOUR BLACK HAT.

I CAN NEVER FORGET THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS OF MY LIFE

DANIEL LOOKED SO HANDSOME IN HIS BLACK SUIT HE WAS A PART OF THE RETINUE.I BET YOU SAW THE WHOLE WEDDING FROM HEAVEN .THANK YOU FOR WATCHING OVER US WE LOVE YOU SON NOW AND FOREVER

TODAY BROUGHT BACK LOTS OF MEMORIES I REMEMBERED WHEN I GAVE YOU THE CHEQUE TO PAY THE CATERERS YOU MISLAID THE CHEQUE WE BOTH PANICKED BECAUSE IT WAS A CASH CHEQUE ,I HAD TO GO TO THE SAME CATERERS TO MAKE PAYMENT FOR DARYL'S WEDDING ,I SPOKE ABOUT OUR INCIDENT IT BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES.WHEN I CAME HOME THE TENT WAS UP I COULD TAKE IT MY PRECIOUS CHILD I REMEMBERED HOW YOU KEPT TELLING THE BOYS WHO PUT THE TENT FOR YOUR WEDDING NOT TO GO INTO YOUR FLOWER GARDEN .I CANT SEEM TO GO INTO THE YARD I KEPT REMEMBERING ALL YOU SAID TO THE WORKERS
DAD CALLED ME OUTSIDE TO CHECK THE FLOWERS WE HAVE SO MANY BEAUTIFUL ROSES IN YOUR ROSE GARDEN THE OTHER DAY I COUNTED 41 ROSES MY HEART SANK ,FIRST TIME THERE IS SO MANY ROSES IN OUR GARDEN I THINK MY ANGEL PLACED THEM THERE ,I REMEMBER WHEN YOU CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL YOU PICK FLOWERS FROM THE HOMES YOU PASSED BY AND YOU WOULD GIVE IT TO ME .
HOW CAN A LOVE LIKE THAT LEAVE ME .I WANT YOU BACK IN MY LIFE I CAN NOT IMAGINE  DARYL'S WEDDING WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE YOU ARE MY ELDEST CHILD ,HOW CAN I GO ON WITHOUT YOU.
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU 

AS I GO ABOUT DELIVERING WEDDING CARDS FOR DARYL'S WEDDING THERE ARE SO MANY PRECIOUS MEMORIES ,I REMEMBER THE TIMES WE BOTH WENT AROUND GIVING INVITES FOR YOUR WEDDING .CANT BELIEVE YOU WONT ATTEND YOUR BROTHERS WEDDING ,I KNOW YOU WILL BE HERE IN SPIRIT BUT I NEED YOU IN LIFE I LOVE YOU

HI SWEETHEART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CAN NOT SEEM TO MOVE ON PAIN GETS DEEPER EACH DAY ,YOU KNOW TODAY IS OUR 29TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY ,SO MANY MEMORIES EVERY SPECIAL DATE WAS BEAUTIFUL WITH YOU AROUND US ALL ,I REMEMBER THE LAST ANNIVERSARY YOU SENT DAD AND I AWAY FOR THE WEEKEND I WANDER IF YOU KNEW THAT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME YOU WOULD BE AROUND FOR OUR ANNIVERSARY ,THAT DAY IS SO FRESH IN MY MIND .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BE CLOSE TO YOUR FAMILY WE ALL MISS YOU SHAWN
TANK YOU FOR BEING SO WONDERFUL TO US YOUR LOVE FOR US YOUR RESPECT TO US WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN WE WILL TREASURE YOUR MEMORIES FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH IF I HAD ONLY ONE WISH ,I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME

                                                  WHEN GOD CREATED SON'S
                                       
                                  WHEN GOD CREATED SON'S         
HE TOOK VERY SPECIAL CARE TO FIND THE PRECIOUS TREASURES THAT  MADE THEM SWEET AND FAIR.HE GAVE THEM SMILES OF ANGELS, THEN EXPLORED THE MIDNIGHT SKIES AND TOOK A BIT OF STARDUST TO MAKE BRIGHT TWINKLING EYES.HE FASHIONED THEM FROM SUGAR AND LITTLE BITS OF SPICE, THEN BLESSED THEM WITH SUNNY LAUGHTER AND EVERYTHING THAT'S NICE.GOD THEN SMILED WHEN HE CREATED SON'S BECAUSE HE KNEW THAT HE HAD CREATED LOVE AND HAPPINESS.

My dear brother i was going through your website now and i couldnt stop the tears from rolling down my face.I miss you sooo sooo much, although i only had 10 years with you in that 10 years you showed me so much of love and brought so much joy into my life thank you for everything you did for me . . .I love you unna and cant wait to see you again at heavens gates, have a blessed day with JESUS and all your angel friends....

 PRECIOUS SON ALWAYS LOVED TREASURED AND MISSED BY YOUR FAMILY.MEMORIES WILL LINGER ON FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS.
AS YOU KNOW YOUR  BROTHER DARYL IS GETTING MARRIED  ON 6th JUNE 2009.HE HAS GROWN INTO A FINE YOUNG MAN. WELL I GUESS YOU CAN SEE THAT ,  SHAWN THERE ARE SO MANY MEMORIES FLASHING IN MY MIND THESE DAYS THE MEMORIES OF YOUR WEDDING ARE STILL SO FRESH IN MY MIND.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THE JOY I FELT KNOWING MY SON WAS GETTING MARRIED I WANTED EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT FOR ALL OF MY CHILDREN I WANTED EACH ONE OF YOU TO HAVE A PERFECT FAIRY TALE WEDDING .YOUR WEDDING WAS TRULY A FAIRY TALE WEDDING EVERYTHING WAS SO PERFECT .PEOPLE STILL TALK ABOUT IT.IM GLAD I GAVE YOU THE BEST
I WANT THE SAME FOR DARYL I WANT HIM TO HAVE THE BEST I PROMISE TO DO THAT .BUT IN WAY MY HEART IS SO SAD BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH US
IM TRYING TO BE BRAVE FOR ALL BUT IT JUST HURTS NOT HAVING YOU HERE BY MY SIDE
I MISS YOU IN ALL THE THINGS I DO ,I KNOW IF ONLY YOU WERE HERE YOU WOULD HAVE DONE YOUR BEST FOR DARYL . THAT IS WHAT YOU WOULD DO FOR DARYL AND YOUR SISTERS AND DANIEL
YOU GAVE THEM YOUR BEST
MEMORIES OF YOU WILL LINGER ON IN OUR LIVES
PLEASE VISIT US FREQUENT ASK GOD TO STRENGTHEN US THANK YOU FOR EVERY THING YOU EVER DID FOR ME I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOUR LOVE RESPECT AND THE WAY YOU GAVE YOUR CARRIED YOURSELF IN THIS LIFE YOU WERE TRULY GOD TO ME. AN ANGEL HERE ON EARTH FOR A SHORT WHILE.
WISH YOU WERE HERE FOR MORE YEARS
I LOVE YOU SHAWN MICHAEL

Have abeautiful and wonderful Valentine!

I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS CHILD

I LIE AWAKE IN MY BED TIME NOW IS 22.00PM AND I REMEMBER THE TIMES WHEN YOU WOULD BE ON OUR BED IN BETWEEN DAD AND I   YOU WOULD TAKEL THE BLANKET OUT OF US AND JUST COVER YOURSELF THEN YOU WILL STICK YOUR FINGER INTO DAD AND MY EARS ,
 YOU WOULD NOT ALLOW US TO SLEEP AND YOU WOULD CHAT AND CHAT UNTIL YOU WOULD FALL OF TO SLEEP THEN I WOULD GET YOU UP AND SEND YOU TO YOUR ROOM .
WE USE TO LAUGH SO MUCH THAT WE WOULD BE ON THE FLOOR THERE WERE TIMES WHEN WE LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AT THE SILLY THINGS WE DID AND SOMETIMES WE ALL WOULD FALL ASLEEP ON MY CARPET .
YOU USED TO LOVE SLEEPING ON THE CARPET ALWAYS SAID IT WAS SO COMFORTABLE AND SO SOFT I THINK SO MUCH OF THOSE HAPPY DAYS AND TEARS FLOWS DOWN MY CHEEK KNOWING I CAN NEVER HAVE THAT KIND OF HAPPINESS AGAIN IN MY LIFE
BECAUSE EVERY TIME I LAUGH I REMEMBER YOU AND THINK HOW I WISH MY PRECIOUS SON WAS HERE WITH ME I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY
I MISS THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS I HAD WITH YOU LIFE CAN NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN 
A PART OF ME DIED WHEN YOU LEFT ME I GUESS YOU HAVE THAT PART CLOSE TO YOUR HEART
I LOVE YOU SWEET ANGEL

MY DEAR SHAWN ON NEW YEARS EVE I THOUGHT SO MUCH OF YOU, I WAS TAKEN BACK TO A SPECIAL PLACE OF TIME AND AS I THOUGHT OF YOU A WHOLE LOT OF SADNESS FILLED MY HEART,EVEN THOUGH THE MEMORIES WE SHARED WERE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ONES. THINKING BACK ON THEM FILL MY HEART WITH JOY MY EYES ALSO SWELL WITH TEARS ,BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FAR FAR AWAY AND I SIMPLY CAN'T SEE YOU OR SPEAK TO YOU THATS THE REASON WHY I MISS YOU SO MUCH , THE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING YOU ARE ON MY MIND I SAY TO MYSELF ANOTHER WITHOUT MY SON .  AND WHEN THE DAY IS OVER EVEN SLEEP WONT TAKE AWAY THE LOVING THOUGHTS WITHIN MY HEART ALWAYS WISHING AS I CLOSE MY EYES I WILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS EVEN IF IT IS FOR A SHORT WHILE.

I WISH I COULD PACK UP THE GREATEST HUG I CAN GIVE,  AND FILL IT WITH AS MUCH LOVE AND WARMTH AS I HOLD IN MY HEART,  AND SEND IT TO THE HEAVENS (STAMPED FRAGILE  LOVE  HANDLE WITH CARE) IN HOPE THAT IT'S MAGIC WOULD SURROUND US AND BRING MUCH JOY AS YOU  HAVE GIVEN ME BY BEING PART OF MY LIFE.

 I LOVE YOU MY DARLING CHILD YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART AND MY THOUGHTS MEET YOU SOON

 

 

 

MY DEAREST CHILD SO MANY BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES .I CAN'T HELP BUT MISS YOU SO MUCH .THE JOY WE SHARED AS WE DECORATED THE HOUSE FOR CHRISTMAS WILL ALWAYS BE EDGED IN MY HEART FOREVER.EVER SINCE YOU ARE GONE NOTHING IS THE SAME ANYMORE WE HAVEN'T PUT UP DECORS OR THE TREE CAN'T SEEM TO DO THAT MEMORIES COME FLOODING INTO MY MIND LIFE IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU AT HOME .I KNOW YOU ARE REJOICING IN HEAVEN BUT IM ONLY HUMAN AND I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATHE I TAKE YOU WERE MY FIRST BORN CHILD THAT BOND IS THE STRONGEST.THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME SO MUCH I AM GLAD THAT I HAD THE CHANCE OF TELLING YOU I LOVE YOU .THOSE LITTLE NOTES I PUT IN YOUR LUNCH BOX SAYING HOW MUCH I CARE AND LOVE YOU WISH I COULD STILL DO THAT IF EVER I HAD ONE LAST WISH I'D WISH I HAD YOU BACK IN MY LIFE PRECIOUS CHILD

PLEASE DON'T TELL ME KNOW HOW I FEEL, UNLESS YOU TO HAVE LOST A CHILD
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME MY BROKEN HEART WILL HEAL IT'S JUST NOT TRUE
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME MY SON IS IN A BETTER PLACE I KNOW IT'S TRUE
BUT UNDERSTAND ME WHEN I SAY I WANT HIM HERE WITH ME
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME SOMEDAY I'LL HEAR HIS VOICE AND SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE
FOR BEYOND TODAY I JUST CANNOT SEE
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME IT'S TIME TO MOVE ON BECAUSE I CANNOT
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME TO FACE THE FACT THAT HE IS GONE
BECAUSE DENIAL IS SOMETHING I CANNOT STOP
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME TO BE THANKFUL FOR THE TIME I HAD WITH HIM
BECAUSE I WANTED MORE TIME WITH SHAWN
PLEASE DON'T TELL ME WHEN I'M MY OLD SELF AGAIN YOU'LL BE GLAD
FOR I NEVER BE AS I WAS BEFORE WHAT YOU CAN TELL ME IS
THAT YOU  WILL BE HERE FOR ME, THAT YOU WILL LISTEN WHEN I TALK OF SHAWN
THAT YOU WILL SHARE WITH ME YOUR MEMORIES OF MY SON, YOU CAN EVEN CRY
WITH ME FOR A WHILE, AND PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO SAY HIS NAME BECAUSE IT IS
SOMETHING  I LONG TO HEAR EVERYDAY,SO MY DEAR FRIEND PLEASE REALIZE THAT
I CAN NEVER BE THE SAME,BUT IF YOU STAND BY ME YOU WILL LIKE THE NEW PERSON
I BECOME SOMEDAY.

HI THERE MY PRECIOUS BABY .MEMORIES OF U ARE EMBEDDED IN MY HEART .I MISS U SO MUS LIFE WITHOUT U HAS NO MEANING TO ME. IT IS 9 PM AND EVERY ONE IS ASLEEP I  AM SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU .WISH YOU HAD TAKEN ME WITH YOU EVERY THING WOULD BE DIFFERENT . I MISS THE FUN AND LAUGHTER WE SHARED TOGETHER.I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU BACK IN MY LIFE.I LOVE YOU MY SON I REMEMBER WHEN I USE TO CALL YOUR NAME YOU WOULD ANSWER ,NOW WHEN I SAY YOUR NAME IT JUST BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES.I CAN NEVER ACCEPT YOU ARE GONE TO ME YOU ARE ON A HOLIDAY AND I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU , MY SON